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The Mold In My Lungs, Pt. 1

by Dandy From Home

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I live in the walls of this house No one's seen me these past few months I don't feel lonely or look for attention But sometimes I wish they'd ask where I went I stand in the bedroom doorway Playing music with no enjoyment I sing songs to help me cope with My aloneness and nothing more than that Do you hear the noise coming out the vents It's so faint, so sweet The same words just keep repeating Are you gonna leave are you gonna leave Hey! I'm an alien to my hometown The freaks all died or left me behind I hate change but something needs to happen Before I'm completely forgotten I can dream of a better life I could be anything I like It's a shame I just waste my time Playing songs, hating what I write I can dream of a better life I could be anything I like It's a shame I just waste my time Playing songs, hating what I write Oh someone's got a new appointment With the rats living in our basement We negotiate terms for a new deal To trade roles in civilization Do you hear the noise coming out the vents It's so faint, so sweet The same words just keep repeating Are you gonna leave are you gonna leave
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All The Same 03:42
The spy On the radio Hiding in my home I tell him about my day cause I know he cares And probably takes notes And tells all of his folks About everything that I do cause we're just that close My friend My very best friend Never shared his name But at least he knows mine, so it's all the same I just call him Mike On account of the small mic Hidden in my radio, oh leave it alone It's not just his job to check on me I know that he loves to hear what I say I got no room for doubt at this point I just need someone to talk to The red light Coming out of the Back of the machine Monitoring me So I don't go away But I would never go And leave me friend alone And make him find someone new who doesn't leave their home Or give him friendly names Or talk about their day Oh it's all the same The spy Knocking on my door Knock me to the floor It's all the same It's all the same It's all the same It's all the same It's not just his job to check on me I know that he loves to hear what I say I got no room for doubt at this point I just need someone to talk to It's not just his job to check on me I know that he loves to hear what I say I got no room for doubt at this point I just need someone to talk to
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Laundry on my ceiling I've been meaning to remove it From the furniture that's also up there Stuck under my roof I could use a little help But I won't ask anyone else They'll just tell me I need to grow up Then I'll get stuck Get stuck Arrestant Unpleasant I'm stuck behind the present with my pesticides I'm waiting for my life I'm buzzin, I'm patient I'm very dedicated So I'll just wait for my life I wash my fruit before I eat it Check for bugs and then some meaning Put it in a bowl I found somewhere around the house The fruit just starts levitating Falling upwards to the ceiling I can't reach it so I gotta eat myself Get stuck Get stuck Arrestant Unpleasant I'm stuck behind the present with my pesticides I'm waiting for my life I'm buzzin, I'm patient I'm very dedicated So I'll just wait for my life I'll just wait for my life I'll just wait for my life Laundry on my ceiling I've been dealing with a missing feeling My extremities digested I'm alone again Phantom pain is such a menace Gotta wait another minute But there's no time left for me So I'll stay where I am Get stuck
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Watching the sunset cause I Can't get up early enough to Watch it rise In the morning I Can't seem to commit to anything Maybe you could try for the Two of us I don't care enough about you Why do you talk to me Why do I let you I'm getting phone calls everyday I have to check my door so you don't Walk inside After knocking twice Sometimes I like to be alone But I don't know why Maybe I'm afraid I'll lose you With something I said Why do you talk to me Why do I let you Why do you talk to me Why do I let you
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The Dog 04:40
Same picture on my phone Just Goya on his own Say hey if you're around But don't call The Dog Those darker shades of beige Blend together like the days If you're here then I should know Cause I'd rather be alone He's looking at the stains Rotting out the paint You can always wait a bit But don't call The Dog People think it's strange To take your life and waste it You can be his change Just don't call The Dog The Dog
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You stay up way too late I can't keep up with you anymore You sit and wait for the right time to rest Your red-yellow eyes dilate when the sun comes up and down I say when do you plan on going to bed You say I won't miss a drop of sunshine I won't miss a bit of moonlight You're hallucinating the sunrise and the sunset Your mind is fading, body deteriorating You're wasting away with a smile on your face I say you need to sleep to see another day You say I won't miss a drop of sunshine I won't miss a bit of moonlight The window will never change it's shape The wind or scenery will never call your name You say "I know all that, but what if it still does Can't I hold onto hope that these things may change" You stay up till the stars start singing "Oh to live and die" You struggle to breathe, but you remain at peace You say I won't miss a drop of sunshine I won't miss a bit of moonlight I won't miss a drop of sunshine I won't miss anything anymore
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Country Blue 04:59
Bring out the boards I shout from the window The sunlight's too strong for me to handle My skin is burning My favorite song Just ends when I play it The barricades, it's all the same Keep it repeating The spy returning The dog just sitting We don't care About our feelings The mold in my lungs is just another staple Pinning me up in front of my table We don't share our emotions around here Just cryptic words that mean nothing to us I'll stand up with you When you ask me to Oh it's getting hard to me I can't do what you do Country blue Shining through the shades in my room Calling me but I don't know what to do With everyone else Running around through Country blue Shining through the shades in my room Calling me but I don't know what to do With everyone else Running around through Country blue

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Some songs about solitude pt. 1

AM COLLECTION #011

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released February 28, 2022

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